Life as you know it

Have you ever put your arms out and span really really fast?   Well, that's what love is like.
 It makes your heart race. It will make the world turn upside down.
 But if you're not careful, if you don't keep your eyes on something still, you can lose your balance.
 You can't see what's happening to the people around you .... you can't see that you're about to fall. 

i was once told love is the closest thing to magic ,  not only would people persist with you that it wasnt real but they would do everything in their power to prove to you it doesnt exist . We grow up with an idea of love , the idea that love would solve everything, every up , every down , every inch of every day would be filled with happiness and joy . Problem is , love isnt something that is given to people after spending a year together or 15 years together . Love is something that was always there and will always be there , through sickness through health through every disagreement through every day or year spent apart , when love is there its there to stay . Every moment you spend crying over the argument you have had or every tear you shed for for every bad word they said   , love doesnt just walk out on you , you walk out on love .

I grew up with the fantasy of falling so deep in love with someone everything would be perfect , id never have to be unhappy ever again . when i was little i would sit in the bay of my window looking at the stars concockting a spell that would make my dream man perfect . I sat and longed for the day i would find someone who would look at me the way my dad would look at my mum .  I would find a love even time would lay down and be still for . 

There is no 2 man i believe ladies . Love is something that cannot be explained, love is something that takes over the body in a way no one can put into words . I believe there is one love for everyone and our body tricks us into thinking every person we are with is the one because we grow up in love hungry world we are so desperate to find the person we are going to spend the rest of our lifes with we miss all the important stuff , we miss what is really right infront of us , When you find it it changes life as you know it . 

Sometimes the heart sees what the eye doesnt . i dont know maybe ive got everything wrong , may be some people are lucky enough to fall in love over and over again , maybe there is no limits and caring for someones is just as powerful of a feeling as falling in love is. But does a woman know the face of a man she cares about the same as she knows the face of a man she loves ... like a sailor knows the sea . 

Ive been told that distance makes the heart grow fonder but too much distance can make the heart wonder . I have once been in this situation where we one day wake up and wonder what happend , what happend to the strength you once had , the ins and outs of every day you spent together , the soft kiss goodnight and the smile good morning . You loose sight of strength you have gained together and you see all the negatives flying at full force towards you . I was lucky enough to have somebody who cliche - caught me when i fell . I thank the lord every day for sending my true love running when i needed him most . Because truth of the matter is when i fell i wasnt getting back up as the girl who believed that love could conquer all . I got up and listening to the people around me telling me love was the same as magic . Invisible and impossible . 

To this day i tell these people your right that is exactly what love is ... invisible and impossible . 
but Love is a force more powerful than any other. It is invisible -- it cannot be seen or measured, yet it is powerful enough to transform you in a moment and every impossible spells out what you should take with you in every aspect of what you do .... Im possible .